Confused…

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Bittersweet memories

Flood my jumbled mind

Many happy remembrances

And some of the discouraging kind

 

I consider whether our lives

Will ever regain what’s been lost

Hoping that the indiscretions of our past

Haven’t come with an irreversible cost

 

These are the things I ponder

Most every day and night

And my heart is heavy laden

Just about to give up the fight

 

I often contemplate

How we ever went wrong

And wonder if this daily confusion

Will ever eventually pass along

 

I believe the atrocities of my past

Stand as a negative influence

Leaving this broken heart of mine

With hardly any reassurance

 

And I am so very sorry

For building up these impossible walls

Left wondering if the future

Will bring any kind of happiness at all

 

 

Written by, Michelle Cook


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6 responses to “Confused…

  1. I will pray that you can find happiness where ever it may be for you in the future.

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  2. Thanks SW…. take care my friend! 🙂

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  3. You to my good friend. 🙂

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