Well, I know I haven’t been around for a while, but I’ve been working really hard to get through school. Blogging has sort of had to take a backseat for the time being because of the amount of work I’ve had to do. I’ve managed to stay at the top of my class since I started, and today I received the best news ever. I ended up with a perfect score on my final exam and was told it was one of the best finals that my professor has ever received. My exam consisted of five essays and ended up being eleven pages long, so to find out how well I did, caused the tears to flow straight away. For a writer especially, I think we want to know that our writing is good and we crave encouraging feedback. So for me, today is just the best day ever. To know somebody thought so highly of my work just makes all the difference in the world to me. Finding out about how well I’ve done, makes me feel like all the effort I’ve been putting forth is finally paying off. There have been some days when I haven’t been sure, when I’ve doubted everything and have wanted to throw in the towel and call it quits. So often, I feel like my time is spread so thin, I don’t have enough of me to go around, and I feel like I’ve had to let some people down because of it. I hardly ever put myself first in anything I do, but I’ve had no other choice since I started school this year, and the guilt has been eating me up inside. Feels like my family suffers because of it and I hate knowing that. But I also know in my heart that there is a reason behind all of this madness. I feel like this is leading me down a path that I need to continue to follow. I’m not sure where this will eventually take me, but I’m really excited to find out. And I’ve made myself a promise not to give up no matter how hard it gets. I need to do this and discover exactly what it is that I’m eventually supposed to do. And maybe in the process, I’ll actually figure out what I want to be when I grow up. I think that’s a question most of us ask ourselves our whole lives. It would be so great to finally have an answer for that.
Trudging along…
~ ~M
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“When the weight of the world is upon you and you're left spinning out of control. When you’ve been plunged head first into darkness, and you don’t know where to go. Simply follow that tiny flicker of light, far off in the distance somewhere. It’ll lead you to a place where love abounds and where hope is found everywhere.” ~M View all posts by ~M
Congratulations! Hard work paid off. Delighted for you!
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Thanks so much! 😉
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You are an amazing woman! I am so happy for and.proud of you and congratulate you dear friend! You are an awesome writer, friend, mother and wife Michelle and I am blessed.to know you. ☺❤
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Thank you dear Walt, means so much to me coming from you. 🙂💛
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As you know, my comments come from the heart. You are so deserving of recognition.☺❤
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I do, thank you.❤️
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My pleasure 🙂
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I commented on you post about your great final at school. It hasn’t been moderated yet so you might check your spam folder ☺
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Sorry Walt, there were a bunch in there.
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Doggone it… they were supposed to have fixed that! Oh well, thanks for letting me know… 🙂 ❤
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Sorry Walt, I’ll let you know if it happens again. 😉
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Thanks Michelle. 🙂
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Congratulations! It’s always great to be appreciated for your passions.
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Thank you! So very true… 😉
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As always great job my dear, you have worked hard and I’ve seen it. Just know I won’t let you quit and I will be there the whole time encouraging you on, I am and always have been and always will be your biggest fan and supporter…
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congrats to you! and thanks for still stopping by to read my humble postings 😛
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Thanks so much Sarah! Always fun to read them. 😉
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Congratulations! Wonderful news! A smile came across my face as I read your words. It’s not always easy juggling a family and studies; however, the grand finale will be worth all the effort. 🙂
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Thanks so much June Ann, it’s never easy, but somehow we still do it. Love you my friend. ❤️
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Congratulations, M!! There’s nothing like knowing that your hard work pays off (and that it’s acknowledged). I started my journey last month — I’m taking my Master’s part time. I’ve been juggling my study with full-time work so I can relate to this. Now, I hope you give yourself a little reward, maybe by not doing anything for a day. 😊
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Thanks so much Annie and good luck to you! ❤️ School seems so much harder these days. I think it’s so much more demanding than it ever used to be.
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I agree. Thank you! Here’s to lifelong learning!
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I’m so very proud of you!! Your determination is my inspiration. I know you’ll never give up. Love you much, dear friend ❤️
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Thank you. I feel so happy today because of it. Gives me hope that I can keep doing this. I start more classes on Monday. Fingers crossed that they go just as well. 🙂
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I have no doubt they will be just as amazing, like you! ❤
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Awww… thank you. You always encourage me so much. ❤️
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Congratulations and best wishes during this journey and onto your next.
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Thanks so much, Mary. I have a really good feeling about all of this. 😉
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Way to go! I understand completely how you feel. I returned to college in my late 30s and every class, every exam, every thing put me through the same repeating cycle. Fear. Validation. Guilt. Exhilaration. Not necessarily in that order 😉.
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Thank you… And Yes!!! That’s exactly it! Oh I’m so glad to know that somebody else can relate to this. I’m definitely the old fogy in my class, and it’s been a challenge to keep up!
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Good job on your grade!
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Thank you 😉
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Congratulations! Glad you got a written note versus just the score. He’s right, professors read so many papers that they welcome well-written and thought provoking ones. Continue to pursue your dream. There is plenty of time to figure out where you will end up.
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Thank you and I really hope so… I’m nearing my 50’s. Feels like I should know by now! Lol… 😉
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Way to go. Keep on blogging when you can.
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Thanks so much, Tony! 😉
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I’m so excited for you! Congratulations!
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Thank you so much, Penny. Hope you’re having a good week. ❤️
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Wow! Nice job getting such a great score! 😉
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Thank you KK, really appreciate your kind words. 🙂
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You’re welcome! 😉 You’ve been working so hard and you deserve good news like that. And you’re hard work’s result deserves a congratulation! Keep going! You’ve got this! ❤
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I love your enthusiasm KK. You’re such an encouragement to me. Thanks so much and I hope you’re having a great week! P.S. Did you ever get your desk?
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It’s quite awhile later, and, a few days ago, I did get my desk!
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Awesome!
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That is great news about the perfect score on your finals. Congratulations on your achievement.
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Thanks so much! I need to get over and read you soon. Feels like I’ve lost touch with you. 😉
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You’re welcome. 🙂
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Congratulations on your achievement!!!
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Thank you so much! 😉
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