“A writer is always at their best, on days when they suffer the most.” ~M
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One of the reasons I finally decided to start a blog, was to be able to share what’s on my heart with others. I also wanted to be able to leave a little piece of me behind, so that there is some small memory of what was important to me after I’m gone. I am hopeful that the memories left behind here, will in some small way make a difference in your life. You never know how words can speak to people. Sometimes it’s the simplest things you might say, that can make all the difference in the world to someone.
Words are powerful and have the ability to cause war or bring about peace. I want the words I write to bring hope and never despair. I hope the words I share with you are words you need to hear. If you’re reading this, I want you to know that you matter, even if you think you don’t. I want you to remember that this life is temporary and a greater life is still ahead. Don’t lose your heart in the things of this world, for your reward will never be found here.
Keep your faith in trying times and remember that life doesn’t always make sense. Accept the fact that there are things in this life which you will never fully understand. Try to stay positive and know that there is a God who loves you and who wants you to know Him. He understands your daily struggles, for He has suffered through this life as well. In fact, He suffered more than the rest of us and has never asked any of us to suffer as much as He did.
We have to stop blaming God for the mistakes we’ve made, and realize that He isn’t the one causing our misery. It’s always easy to blame somebody else when life isn’t taking you down the road you hoped for. Don’t be misled, you can turn around and walk in the opposite direction at any point in your life. Seek Him first and you will always find the answers you are looking for. Just as Jesus loves me, I love you, my friend… I really do… ~M xoxo
Originally posted: August 9, 2015
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Now that you’re all grown-up, tell me… What did you want to be when you were younger and did you eventually achieve your goal?
My parents told me that I wanted to be a singer and dancer when I grew up, although I have no recollection of ever saying such a thing. I only remember thinking that I wanted to be a marine biologist. And the funny thing is, I really have no idea what exactly a marine biologist does. So if you’re a marine biologist… do share!
After graduating high school, I enlisted in the Army, and worked as an Intelligence Analyst for the next 5 years. Once my enlistment was up, I decided it was time for a change. I still had an interest in the science field, and so I pursued a degree in biotechnology. I ended up working at a biotech company and stayed there for 7 years. So I guess in a way, my dream of being in a science type field, did eventually come true.
The thought of being a singer or a dancer scares me to death, so I have no idea why I would have said such a thing. I suppose this just shows how much we really do change over time. Our ideas about what we should do with our lives, fluctuates all the time, and it can be frustrating when certain things we thought we should do, don’t turn out the way we had hoped.
Anyway, this was just something I was thinking about today. Leave me a comment and tell me what you wanted to be when you grew up, and if you haven’t grown up yet, what do you still hope to become?
Well I’m back blogging again, quicker than I expected. After the news I received today, I feel like I can’t just waste my time feeling sorry for myself. I am facing a physical battle right now, which has caused me to think seriously about my life and what I should be doing at the moment.
Whenever we’re faced with something that could possibly take us from this world, I think most of us generally start taking life a little more serious. We often straighten up and start acting the way we should, because we realize that we may not have much time left to leave a lasting impression on this world. And don’t we always hope that when we finally do go, that we will leave a good impression? Well, I certainly do… and I feel like I need to live out my God given purpose in this life, because I know it’s what I’ve been called to do.
Taking yesterday off from blogging just about killed me. I still wrote a poem, I still journaled, and I also wrote a trillion other things that just needed to escape my brain. Now that I think about it, I probably wrote more yesterday than I normally do. Most of it isn’t anything I would ever share with anyone, but it was good to have a day to write about how I was feeling and just kind of let it all go.
Writing for me has become very therapeutic and I’ve realized that without sharing it with all of you, it sort of takes away some of the fun of writing in the first place. I don’t have a crowd of people at home that I can talk to, and so you guys have really become like family to me. It’s normally very quiet here, but after yesterday… I realized how quiet it really is, and how truly lost I would be if I didn’t have all of you to talk to here on WP.
So with that said… this regularly scheduled program of “putting my feet in the dirt” is back. I just want to say one more thing before I end this post; please don’t be too concerned about my health. I know I’m in good hands. Jesus has saved me from so many terrible situations in my life already, and I know this is just another one of those times which I will get through. Have a very Happy 4th of July weekend and don’t stop living the life that God has called you to live. He has a plan and a purpose for every single one of us. Find your purpose and live it!
Love, ~M xo
With the New Year approaching, I got to thinking about the things that I have learned over this last year. Here’s a few of them I thought I’d share…
1.) To love others as if it’s my last chance.
2.) Not to over burden people with my struggles.
3.) To guard my heart; because once a piece is lost, you can never get it back.
4.) To let go of things I can’t change.
5.) That the grass is never greener on the other side.
6.) To choose my battles carefully.
7.) Not to joke with serious people.
8.) To love God above all else.
9.) That age doesn’t have anything to do with maturity.
10.) To never think that something can’t happen to me.
11.) That true happiness is achieved when you live each day as if it’s your last.
12.) That doing what I love, is more important than making sure my house is clean.
13.) That each new day brings a whole new load of challenges with it.
14.) That children emulate their parents to exact proportions.
15.) That music can help mend a broken heart.
16.) That finding our passions in life and living them out, brings about true happiness.
17.) That cell phones have killed real communication.
18.) That laughing every day helps more than prescription drugs.
19.) To spend as much time with my kids as I can, before they move out on their own.
20.) Not to be afraid to be the one who loves the most.
21.) That hugging should be required at least three times a day and at our house we have morning, noon, and nighttime hugs. (My daughter invented this rule and she never misses a moment to remind me of this.)
22.) To always keep Kleenex within arm’s reach for all kinds of situations.
23.) To take every opportunity that is set before me and run with it.
24.) That coffee always tastes better when you’re on a coffee date with a friend.
25.) That nobody will ever agree with everything you say and that’s quite okay.
How about you? What have you learned over this past year or over the course of your lifetime…
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Today I wanted to share something a little bit different, than what I normally post. There are so many beautiful artists on WordPress. One unique artist in particular (Golnaran), suggested to me that I share some of my artwork. Art has always been a passion of mine, yet in recent days, I rarely spend my time doing any kind of art. I have many things that I am passionate about and unfortunately I only have twenty-four hours in a day like everyone else. In other words, some of my passions must be put on the back burner for another day.
For now, homeschooling my girls takes up most of my time, along with taking care of my two English Mastiffs.
However, since it was brought to my attention that others might be interested in seeing my artwork; I have decided to share a few things with all of you every now and then. The following pictures are of some handmade journals, that my daughters and I created a couple of years ago for their home economics class. My sister was visiting quite a few years ago and taught me how to make one of these. And so of course, I fell in love with my journal and wanted my girls to join in the fun of making one for themselves. I wish I had taken pictures as we went along so that I could have shared a tutorial with all of you. If I decide to make another one, I will definitely capture the process the next time around so that if anybody wants to learn how to make one, I will be able to show you how.
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What is your opinion of celebrities? How do you view them? Are they as worthy as you, to receive God and all that He has to offer them? Do you think they pray? Do they ask God for help? Is it wrong to assume that because some celebrities are caught up in sex, drugs, and alcohol, that they couldn’t possibly matter to God? That they shouldn’t matter to anyone? What do you think? Don’t orphans and homeless people deserve Christian love, more than someone who blatantly chooses a life of sin? And who defines what sin really is? Don’t all of us sin, even if just in our minds alone? If we could all read each others minds, what would we really think of one another? Have you hated somebody without ever even meeting them face-to-face? Have you taken what the media offers, as full and complete proof that somebody is essentially worthless?
Many of you probably don’t know this, but I have a 21yr old daughter who is a full-time missionary. She works mostly with models, actors, celebrities, and skateboarders.
I wanted to share this video with all of you that she recently put together. Some of the video footage is from places that she has visited on her many missionary travels, while other parts are simply clips found on YouTube.
She originally created this video for a prayer session that she was asked to lead. I was really touched by her words, and felt the need to share this video with the world. I am hoping by sharing this, that it might help others see the entertainment industry in a different light.
Everyone always asks my daughter why she works with the kind of people that she does. People matter to God, no matter where they come from or who they are. This video shares the reasons why she feels called to this type of missionary work.
I hope that you will be blessed as I have been, through this story that comes from her heart.